Quitting Time?

I have slowly been weaning Mila. I am currently down to pumping three times per day. Tomorrow I plan to make it two times per day. Why am I so dang nervous about cutting it off completely?

I'm thinking about keeping one or two feeds per day for a while. It would actually be more convenient at this point to quit pumping altogether. It's difficult to pump and take care of a baby at the same time. Ugh I don't know!!