I guess I'm ready to have the baby. Lately I have found everything to be irritating. I have no patience. I can't stand Aiden's whining. I want to lock Travis in the closet when he starts in on his usual rib jabbing (stuff that usually makes me chuckle). I would like to throw all my pillows in an incinerator for being so difficult. I wish I had a brace from the ceiling to hold my belly while I roll over in bed at night. The muscles on my sides pull so badly Every. Time.
On top of this I have a few nagging physical issues going on. My neck has really started to bother me this week. No headaches, just dull, nagging discomfort. I've either got a cold or allergies causing some serious sinus pressure. There are moments when I can't breathe out of my nose at all. I can barely eat anything without feeling like I am going to suffocate. There just isn't room in me for a stomach AND my lungs. Couple that with the stuffed nose and I breathe louder than a 400-pound asthmatic who just climbed Uxmal.
I had my weekly OB appointment yesterday. I am showing no signs of labor. I fully expect to be induced at 41 weeks again, so this was not a surprise to me. Although I think I will be officially disappointed starting at my 38-week appointment when there is no progress.
The only thing keeping me going these days are breaks to laugh at jokes and pictures of adorable kittens on websites like this.
2 comments:
AWE, I'm sorry you are going through all the aches and pains so horribly. I know the end is the worst. It's amazing how you forget all that stuff after the baby actually arrives right? So weird. I can't wait to meet her, but I bet you REALLY Can't wait!
4 more weeks at MOST. You can do it! I know it really sucks, but it will be over soon and you will have your baby girl in your arms. Don't get too discouraged, a lot can happen in a week.
I feel like you should have the option of being induced at 39 weeks...obviously everyone would take that route unless they were wanting a no drugs - all natural birth...but I figure if your going to be incuded, you should at least get to do it a week early! LOL
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